Failure is just a noun.

I didn't want to write anything about my result but somehow right now I just want to. Normally when the result is coming out I'd have dreams (or perhaps, more like NIGHTMARES) regarding it, but oddly enough for this semester I didn't have any. Well, I guess because I forced myself not to think about it so freaking much. Hooray, it worked !

So I actually got to know about my own result long before the actual official result came out. Thanks to someone-who-does-not-need-to-be-told. Voila, it was just as expected. No, not really though. I expect to fail two papers but luck was there. I only screwed up one, the one I've already foresee the failure even before I sit for the exam. LOL. That's why I'm not depressed at all.

This is my second phailing experience. I failed once during diploma. But I don't know why, I didn't feel frustrated. I set my mind that I should expect everything the worst. Eventhough I have confidence in the subject, I'll prepare myself for the worst case scenario. By doing so, even if the worse happens, I won't be OTL for long. AND the best thing about it is when you achieve better than you've expected, you'll feel the sense of victory like no other ! :D

I'm lookin forward to how Semester 5 will treat me. Since I'm starting the final year in a brand new year 2011, I hope everything's gonna be alright. FINAL YEAR PROJECT GODDAMMIT.

"I FAILED in some subjects in exam, but my friend PASSED in all.
Now he is
an engineer in Microsoft
and I am the owner of Microsoft."
- Bill Gates

Don't let failure get the better of you ! :)

P/S : It's a mock self-coaxing post. Afterall, I myself have to be strong and motivate self before negativity strikes. And I just have to mention this : ISE is one of the toughest field to deal with !