But as I'm pursuing my future in CS field, somehow I gradually am losing interest with it. It happens when I was in Part 4 of Diploma years. However, since I was so close to graduating, I didn't tell anyone about it. Kept on fighting with the aim of graduating with an honorable scroll. Alhamdulillah, I've achieved the success up to par I've set since the beginning.
Then came the confusion of furthering to degree level. Honestly said, I didn't even want to continue. Or even if I want to, I'd like to run away from IT field. But it was such a short period of time to have myself think about it thoroughly (yes, a heavy thinker I am). Plus, my mom is the type who wants her children to at least graduate with a degree. And so without my concern, I finally further my studies to degree level, again, in the IT field. Why? Let it be undisclosed.
What do you expect when you are doing something you don't favour? Much like, FORCED TO. Yes, an inner self-distress. I know. I am having it now. But then again, I AM THIS CLOSE OF GRADUATING WITH A BACHELOR OF SCIENCES (HONS) IN INFORMATION SYSTEMS ENGINEERING. What else is there to complain? -_-
You know what? I think I've discovered what I really want to do in my life. But it's way way way too offtrack from the course I'm
Current aim : preparing self for my dream while struggling my best to graduate with ISE scroll. Oh yeah.
P/S : Korang tau tak sebenarnya ayat2 berwarna oren tu adalah seekor link untuk korang bukai? HAHAHA demn aku dah kena sindrom Oh Yeah!
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tak nak yg oren. nak tau yang kalerful WAY WAY WAY tu. hahaha
wiwiwi.. our situation now is quite the same la.. the differences is time diploma, i really don't know anything bout cs, just put it in the choice as a mean to fill in the blank.. huhu..
as i learn about comp stuff, i started to like it a bit, and my result is quite okay.. i've apply for TESL 2 times before n didn't get it..hurm.. instead i got civil enginering (uitm, b4 i went for cs) n kejuruteraan teknologi perubatan (if i'm not mistaken, POLI).. both i refuse to go..
but u know what, still got ISE as the degree,, i've doubt 1000 times before pursuing for ISE degree.. it's not bcoz of ISE, but it's me who just doesn't have interested in pursuing my study, just following what my mom says.. in the end, still here.. tough! i know.. but we have to struggle together rite.. help each other.. gud luck 4 both of us~~
tinggal lagi satu sem.. gambatte ne!!
*ps/:rase cam wt post lt blog sendiri je.. ;p
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P/S : Korang tau tak sebenarnya ayat2 berwarna oren tu adalah seekor link untuk korang bukai?
BUKAI!! BUKAI !!!! BUKAI !!!!!!
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